the butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees

love was never enough for you, was it? falling in love with you was probably the hardest thing for me but it happened and as usual, rejection came knocking on my door. the tears i cry every night are because of you. the pain i feel is because of you. i've never fallen so hard. "
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams maybe then you'd know how I feel" i should just give up, love will never find me and i'll be like those little old ladies with a million cats. i'll be made into folklore, but i guess that's alright because you're all i ever wanted. you're all i ever loved but i'll never be enough. next time, i should keep my mouth shut because what i mean never comes out. my fingers always type the opposite of what my brain tells them. permanent foot in mouth disease. i'm too stubborn so i wont apologize, it's always been hard but i'm sorry. at night i pretend to whisper in your ear. i love you, i look for shooting stars in the night sky wishing you were here. wishing that wish sometimes makes it more reality even though it never will. wishing we'd become one. 0101. i think i'm makin' history with this blog because this is the longest entry i've probably ever written and all for you too. just remember the good times...

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i need to be rescued like sailors marooned on an island.
i'm stuck in this lifetime like a ticking bomb.
i need (uni)some sleep like i could use a shot in the head.
im sick of being hurt and lead on.
im tired.
i just want to be left alone but then again i want the company.
i want to kiss you on the lips
kiss your eyelids goodnight.
i
miss
you
but i'm done.
i
love
you
but i'm gone.